[Feedback] Chinese characters

Ok, my 2nd feedback in 2 days)
It’s for the first time in my life that I learn a language without letters, moreover with hieroglyphs. I think it’s extremely difficult, and different from all my past experience. Apart from learning words that have nothing to do with anything you know, you gotta learn this seemingly illogical way of writing.
What I want to say is that when learning the characters I desperately need to understand how they are correctly written. I mean, the process of writing those beautiful and big characters, i.e. where to start and finish, so that every time I see them I write them in my mind. Otherwise it’s impossible to remember them. Ever.